I really hate coming to glow now because of all of the “ nasty “ people on here but a lot of the nice young ladies on here make me smile so here I am. I’m not going to get into detail but my boyfriend has always had a hard time communicating. For awhile he was trying really hard and it was going good but even now it’s like he doesn’t know how to communicate. Not even with just me, his child’s mom too. And it’s irritating as fuck. Like he’s the type to say you should say what’s on your mind whenever you feel it etc but when you do an arguments uproars because he don’t wanna speak about it anymore or it’s not what he wants to hear and I’m so tired of it. Everyday I’ve been contemplating because he has a Daughter who absolutely adores me. Like she’s constant up my ass like we’re besties literally lmao. And it saddens me because I would hate to lose her out of my life but I’m so tired of having to repeat myself and communicate with someone who just won’t or don’t know how. You can literally tell him what the issue is and he doesn’t understand how it’s an issue. It makes you just cry not because your sad but because you’re frustrated. And I’m all for not changing anyone...it’s probably someone in this world just like him who wouldn’t have a problem but I’m not that type of person. I want to communicate and get down to the issue and fix it as a couple so yes it’s very hard to deal with. I go above and beyond. Like for example when his daughter is here and wakes up I get because he b dead in his sleep even when she and I try to wake him up. We have to constant do it and I know he b tired but I work 5 days a week over 8 hours a day and I’m an infant teacher who also deals with toddlers and preschoolers everyday! He works 8-10 hours M-F and he works at a beer distillery, which is hard work I understand but he gets the whole Friday off. Again doesn’t matter but still when your child is here why sleep all day? And constant fall asleep. I gave up the fact that because he’s a father his child is going to interfere with our personal alone time which I don’t mind at all, I love the shit out of her. But I do want him awake with us. I take so many pics and record videos because she’s been doing new stuff and he misses it by sleeping , I even started doing the things he does around the house on weekends so he can spend that time with her and I even let him sleep in sometimes to get that rest so he can b up later...but still ..idk I felt wrong for feeling like this for a month now but it’s gotten unbearable then when we do have free time when she’s sleep I’m tired asf and he gets upset that I want to sleep or that I fall asleep. And he just isn’t understanding..I’m at the point understand or not I gotta go...am I wrong ?!! Like idk 😭😭😭😭