Part 2 to a post I made.

I posted earlier about my deepest fear, and how I was overcoming it today.

I have a deep fear of becoming pregnant due to a traumatic experiance that happened over a year ago. Ever since I have wore jeans.

Today, I wore leggings out... now im sat here, having a panic attack.

The leggings i wore out are very thin and semi - see through. I went to pee just now and was curious just how thin my leggings were, so i looked... from the crotch, they are so see through, i could make out the outline of the rug that is beneath my toilet, and i could see my hand when i put my hand on the other side...

Its safe to say im freaking out.

The leggings are VERY VERY THIN. I regret ever wearing them out because now Im so scared that ill become pregnant. Scared there was sperm somewhere or somthing and it got through my pants where they are so thin.

I know so many people say that sperm can not get through clothing BUT THESE LEGGINGS ARE SO SO THIN. They are litrally see through almost!

I never have sex, I never have anal sex, I never have oral sex either, but im so scared of becoming pregnant.

People say that what im doing is called abstinence but my mind makes me question if im actually practicing abstinence.

I do see a therapist but I really need help urgently.

Please inform me on true facts and help teach me.

Please, please, someone help me. Im so scared I will become pregnant.