Finished my appt

I feel like such a terrible person. I’m 36+5 and had an appt today where she did the group B test and checked my cervix. I feel bad because I instantly became deflated when she said my cervix was very high and it’s unlikely baby will be here before my C-section at 39 weeks. I’m so happy to know baby is growing and comfy in there.. but I’m so miserable.