Will it ever be my turn?

My husband and I started going to RE last month. It took us 2 months to get an apt. They have done lots of blood work and I had a HSG test. My vitamin D was low so they asked me to start taking 5,000 IU daily, which I have done. All the other blood work I think looks okay. My husband has low motility and was prescribed clomid as well. He’s suppose to have another SA next week. However, we have a apt on 3/5 to go over all the results. I did the Clomid Challenge this month which is when you take 100mg of clomid 5-9 and they take certain labs throughout the cycle on certain days. This test gives them an ideal of how well you will respond to fertility treatment as well as egg quality and quantity. I ovulate on my on already but my husband and I haven’t been able to get pregnant in the last 12 months. I ovulated on this clomid cycle on cd18 and my LH peak was on cd17.

I’ve been having cramp that started yesterday that feel like Af is coming. And I’ve had them today too. She is due today, which is cycle day 28. But I just really want this to be something else and not that... I feel so down. Should I just expect that Af is coming? I’m totally in denial.