Disappointed ☹️

Hello, pls I need advice desperately..

I will just go straight to the story cos I’m loosing it.

I had sex with my supposed boyfriend last month(January) and he comfortably ejaculated inside me and he kicked against me taking after sex pills which after all the struggle I still took it. 2-3weeks after I noticed that I was pregnant and at first he seemed very much okay with everything then clearly after a week down the line he changed towards me and asked me to remove the pregnancy. In my process of aborting my pregnancy, everything wasn’t flushed out properly and I got admitted in the hospital cos the unbearable pains I started having and the doctor said I will go thru evacuation. But now, my supposed boyfriend is feeling sorry and ashamed of everything and can’t look at me and I moved to his place after I got discharged but it’s as if my presence is making him so uncomfortable in his own house. Lastly, he’s delaying me from doing the manual evacuation becos he’s scared as he said.

Pls I don’t know how to react to this and around him cos I having giving silent treatment. Do I need to speak to him about anything and what in particular? I’m gradually loosing it