how am i supposed to feel beautiful?

Keegan

i dont have a very nice body.. im not overweight, or underwight. im just short , and stubby, and i have no definition. i dont have NO ass, but i dont have an ass. i don't have tiny boobs, but they're not big either. everything about me is so incredibly average and theres nothing i can do to change it. i have no hips, no waist.. im very boxy. my skin isnt very good, and hair is damaged and i can never do anything with it. i feel so disgusting and pitiful about myself, becsuse no matter how hard i try im average and unhealthy. all the other girls my age (17) are so beautiful and flawless without even trying. they drink and smoke and live off of fast food and make terrible decisions yet they're still so beautiful. I've always done my best to take care of myself and my body and yet no matter how hard i try, how healthy i eat, how much water i drink how much excercise i get.. i just cant be happy with myself. how am i supposed to feel beautiful?