Starting clomid..again

Went to the doctors today, came to the decision to start clomid again once AF shows her face. I am having mixed feelings. I have had 3 pregnancies with clomid, 2 miscarriages, but my only child is a clomid child. So I know it works for me, just depends how long.. 1st pregnancy was after 3 months, mc, then 4 months, had my daughter, next was another 4 months and mc. I had to take a break due to being a postpartum nurse it was devastating. So i guess i am signing up for another 4ish months before i could possibly be pregnant...ugh.