I’m proud but I feel bad

I went to my boyfriends house and his parents weren’t home so we obviously fooled around. then he asked “can I put it in for one stroke”

I’m on the pill but I still have high anxiety about becoming pregnant because there’s always a chance with sex. I told him it’s not the best time since I just got over the flu and we had no condoms. I knew that my man would not outrun in for just one stroke and that I wouldn’t stop him either.

I feel proud for sticking my ground and not having sex but I feel bad for making him feel humiliated

I guess I’d rather have him feel humiliated than me becoming pregnant and having a child in high school.