God feels so far right now. My husband and I were just about to start infertility treatments when finances made us have to wait. I know many of you can relate, but it hurts much to see so many pregnancy and birth announcements. I feel as if God doesn't see me. My husband is such a sweet man and I feel so guilty knowing that I'm the reason we're not able to conceive naturally. He deserves to be a father. He deserves it so much and I feel like I failing him. I just love him so much. I just can't understand why it's so easy for some and how they can take their ability to procreate so lightly. He has so much faith too. I'm discouraged. But how can I keep my discouragement from affecting him. I have this box that I found at the store and I've been putting little

things in it and praying over it and it's been helping. What do you do to stay encouraged? How do you keep trusting?