Feeling sad

This is my second pregnancy and I never really put off the weight from my first. I finally started going to the gym. Taking classes feeling good bc i felt like i was starting to get on track and boom i got pregnant. I feel so gross, so big. Im barely 8 weeks and already feel huge. 😭

I love being pregnant but already being 168lbs and being 5’3 is alot. I cant imagine gaining another 20-35 pounds😭 its just hitting me hard. This may sound stupid to alot of you hut i cant help what im feeling.