Getting excited/being realistic TW

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I’m 5 weeks 2 days pregnant with my first.

I really really want to be excited, and start planning, but I know the statistics and feel like I can’t fully get excited yet.

I got pregnant the very first month trying and can’t help but think, no one can be this lucky.

I don’t have my first ultrasound for another 2 weeks, so I can’t help but stay cautiously optimistic and hope for the best.

Anyone else feel the same?