Hard choice

I am about to reach my due date this week. I want my baby so bad, and i don’t want to be pregnant anymore but I feel guilty if I choose to be induced. I will be able to schedule one at my appointment on Wednesday if I choose to. Idk how to make the choice of getting induced or letting him come on his own. I seriously don’t think I can wait much longer, along with the pain I’m in. I have no signs of labor at all.

Why do I feel selfish and guilty for wanting him before he seems to be ready?