So confused

I’m 12dpo, had really really sore swollen boobs for around a week and nausea most afternoons (exactly how I felt with last 2 pregnancies which unfortunately ended in MC) Had very mild craps for a few days (I don’t usually get cramps or sore boobs til at least day 2AF) done loads of EPT all very very faint. This evening cramps have got a little worse and a little pink/brown stuffs. I took this 9dpo, can anyone else see it???? So hard to get these on camera. The rest since have been similar or less but now I just feel like my AF is coming 😔but also feel pregnant like before