Advice? Long story.

Dannie👼👼👼👼👶👼

Me and my partner been together since 2013. As I was young I didnt want to fall, so In 2014 i decided to try the pill, and unfortunately it didnt work for me, having numerous doctors appointments going from the pill, to the implant to the depo. I try them all and they continuously made me bleed, being uncomfortable, and in constant pain. So beginning of 2017, I took myself off itafter 3 years of constantly hell and long conversation with my other half, we decided we were ready to start a family. But I didnt know it was gunna be hard on my body and me. After a few months I stopped bleeding and actually got a break. I notice after this my cycle days were all over the place, there always have been between 30-42days. I knew it would been even harder getting irregular painful hell periods. But I persevered and just thought we would try as we were young and could trying for a few years without worrying.

Fast forward to beginning 2019, I starting getting worried and concerned of why we weren't pregnant yet. My periods were getting worse, the pain was always been unbearable. To the point I wouldnt be able to get out of bed, crying and being bent over. So I went to my sister, who has already got my beautiful niece, for advice. I spoken to her and explain what was going on and how long it has been. And her advice was go see a doctor and just get check.

I spoke with my other half(jake) and told him I'm going to see my gyno as I'm getting concerned with my self and I know something isn't right with my body. I went to see my obgyn and we went threw millions of tests. After weeks of waiting for the results which was tourcher feeling like the whole world is on your shoulders. I just didnt want to disappoint my other half.

Few weeks later I got the results, coming back as low oestrogen and high testosterone, and she is also convinced I have endometriosis. She didnt really explain what it was, how it was gunna effect me trying to get pregnant. And also everytime I make an appointment to say I'm in that much pain I'm throwing up and nearly passing out, she said getting pregnant is the answer? We've been trying for so long, I just want the pain to settle just for one day so I can have a break.

Anyone have advice as in how I can make my life a little bit easier day to day on managing the pain? I dont really have any Ideas, i feel like i might need 2nd opinion on maybe getting help?

This is the answer I'm pretty much getting over and over;