i need advice

I’ve talked to my friends about it but I need honest thoughts right now. last night i went on a smoke session with my friend . after we smoked, he started forcing me to make out with him and he was touching me and trying to take my pants off. i fought him off and kept fighting him. then he forced my head down to give him head. i kept saying no and chill and he kept pushing my head down and i just gave in and he pulled out his phone and started recording me. i stopped and he put the camera in my face and i was so hurt. i told him to delete it and i watched him do it and i told him to go to his recently deleted to delete it and he claimed it wasn’t there. i’m stupid i should’ve asked him to let me look. he’s not the type to go around telling others his sexual business or business in general but it’s like ?? why would he do such a thing. granted in the past we did have like a sexual relationship. we never had sex but we did make out a lot in the past after we smoked and i just don’t see him in that way anymore

update:

i cried after i wrote this post. i took multiple showers just to get his smell off of me but i still smell him no matter what i do. idk why this is but it’s annoying me and i’m tired of crying . i think my tears are tears of shame.