I did this to myself. I knew exactly what would happen and I still let you back in because you said it was different this time, different than the hundred other times you said that. I didn’t believe you but my heart wanted it to be true. Why am I still so attached to you? I want to move on. I want to get you off and out of my mind forever! How do I do it? Because now I am left here wondering why you did all that work and convincing to get me back and now you just let me go again. What was the point? What did you get out of it? I am so heartbroken, lost, confused and disappointed—in you, and in me. I need help but I don’t think I can be helped. I’m letting so many good things pass me by because you have ruined my spirit, and it’s all my fault. What did I do to you to deserve this...