RANT !!!!

Seriously irritated, I have a month old baby & hubby literally does the BARE MINIMUM! Granted he works from 7a-6p & I stay home with baby but it’s really not by choice . I had a c-section a MONTH ago ... from day one he hasn’t really helped me with anything. & he thinks my body is already healed up. If I could go back to work already ( don’t have a sitter ) I would be there in a hurry but he gets off and does stuff with his other kids ( from previous relationship) & expect me not to be tired . My little baby has his days and nights mixed up so he’s up literally all night long ! Then by the time he’s asleep my other child is up 😞 I’m just sick of him not taking the time out with this baby . Then he gets super mad at me like I’m aggravating him when I ask him to get the baby for a bit . Not to mention I’m going through the worst PPD .. I’ve been really considering leaving him but don’t know if I’m overreacting right now because of hormones but all we do is argue ... I’m just tired in more ways than one ... sorry this post is everywhere