Finally

I'm finally back in contact with my best friend of 9 years after having her blocked for the past 5 months because my husband convinced me that she was toxic and trying to split him and I up so she could be with him. Mind you shes also my ex girlfriend. He had me block her on everything! I never heard her side of the story and just believed him. He's been manipulating me and emotionally/mentally abusing me. I'm so close to filing for divorce. I swear if we get into another big fight I'm just going to pack my shit and leave. My best friend lives in Kentucky and I'm in New Hampshire. I didn't realize I still had feelings for her but i can't do anything about that because 1 I'm married and 2 shes 7 states and 1003 miles away from me. But i just started talking to her again and I'm finally getting to hear her side of everything that happened when she stayed with us this past summer. Found out he tried to fuck her in my bed, told her he loved her, said that he wished he had met her first so he could've married her. The list goes on. Guys I am pissed! But glad to be talking to her again.