Mental Breakdowns Suck

So I just had a minor mental breakdown while taking a shower just now.

Last week, I found out a position at work I was hoping for had gotten cancelled and would be back up soon and to reapply. Then this morning I was told someone just got hired for that position even though I’ve been working my butt off for the past year to get this position.

I’ve also been TTC for a few months now while also struggling with PCOS and trying to lose weight. I ran out of my Metformin and my doctor had to push back my appointment because of the coronavirus panic. I’ve tested every day for the past 2 weeks to see when I’ll ovulate and I’ve yet to.

So with all this getting to me today, I broke down in the shower. All while my husband is downstairs binge watching Netflix. I don’t know..I don’t feel like I have many people to turn to, to really talk about this. But then I also don’t want to really burden anyone else with it either...

I don’t know. I don’t know. Maybe I just need a mental health day or something. I don’t know.. we’ll see, I guess...