Scared....

So I’m only 5 weeks. We have been trying for this baby for 3 years.

I have had cramping off and on all day today. But no blood.

I had a blood test done at 4w3d and my levels were at 202. And my next appointment isn’t until April 15th which puts me at 10 weeks and they said they may not even do an ultrasound until we are closer to 20 weeks. My husband is military so I don’t have the options to just change my dr.

I’m just really scared to loose this baby.

I’m trying to relax and not stress and up my water intake.

Anyone have advise or comforting words?