I am so fed up with my body!

So I had a ruptured ectopic in June. Had two normal cycles and then got the ok to start trying again. Since then been diagnosed with pcos and vitamin d deficiency. Was told when my next cycle came to come in for clomid. Well a week after af was supposed to come she is still Mia. Bfn tests. Seriously body? Can you get your shit together? Now have to go in for blood work and the likely again to get something to start my period. I just want to move forward and trying again but my body seriously won't let me. So fed up today.