I don’t know if I’m a top,bottom or switch?

I’ve been trying to figure this out for so long and it’s been bugging me to a point of frustration. Most people have told me that I’m a top or have top energy. I dress pretty masculine like so I guess that’s where I think they get that idea from. I’m not that tall either I’m only 5’1” and just want to give up control. I really want a femme to push and force me against a wall. I want one to top me so bad.

Just so you can see I dress kind of masculine.