😐 had to let it out

my boyfriend is with me all the time n he basically lives w me lowk he spends the night every day , hes been telling me lately tjat he wants to move n stuff like that i tell him go ! that i support it if he wants to go some where else ! i want the best for him i tell him he never knows what hes missing out on n today we talked bout it again he was like all you say is to go ahead do it n go that i dont show that i care bout him leaving ( its an two hour drive from where i live ) n i told him i didnt want to honestly say how i feel bout it change his mind or anything n i say how i really felt like its going to suck for me ima miss him like crazy that i honestly dont want him to go& we both talk bout it that were going to break up if he moves bkus we dont like distance n hes jus thoses types that cant keep it to himself but i dont want to be the reason he holds back on something that can change his life in sooo many ways i jus want him to do what he really wants i just want to see him happy even if it kills me lol

lately hes been really rude , ‘ play fighting ‘ really rough w me jus so different idk