This might sound stupid but im not sure what this is "classified" as I know this has to be considered sexual abuse in some form, but i dont know if it is considered being molested because of the age or what. And i guess some whats of a rant

I feel like what happened to me isn't bad and im over reacting to it because other people have had it a lot worse.

When i was 13 I had a friend who I have been friends with for a long time way before my 13th birthday, but she had an older brother. I thought of him as an older brother figure as well. He was about 19 or so when this started. He first would say inappropriate things to me like for instance I had gotten foam im my hair and he started to pick it out of my hair and say that he "missed" implying some sort of sexual act. Another time he started touching my upper thighs and such when we were in a church where several students were being home schooled. At one point when i was spending the night with my friend he came into the livingroom and was talking about masturbation and asking us girls if we did it and how (me and his 2 sisters) I ended up being left alone with him seeing they both left and I felt really uncomfortable. Lastly we were all in a church lock in and the lights were out and i felt like someone was crawling on top of me and i heard like growling of some sort i turned on a light on my phone and he was on top of me shirtless and growling luckly an adult asked what was going on (it was too dark for them to notice) he ended up leaving i felt stupid for staying quiet but i was really scared i feel like there was more but i dont remember it. I feel like maybe putting a label on it will help me better understand what happened. I also just have this overwhelming sense of guilt I'm over reacting about what happened to me since people have had so much more worse done to them. Like something so stupid shouldnt still bother me to this day. idk i just felt like talking about this

facebook had sent me a notification of a memory to look back on and it was where he had tagged me in photos he took of me and his sisters and that got me started on thinking about all this i most of the time feel ok and almost numbish about what happened to me but whatever reason seeing that old post really triggered me