It has been a stressful time, I have multiple appointments due to gestational diabetes and being in the third trimester, this craziness going on, and Friday before The last my mom had another heart attack because her kidney are in failure, I have been staying with my mom and dad for a few years now to help take care of her. Today she came home and fainted in our entrance way so I had to call the ambulance. I have so much fear and anxiety right now of losing my mom I need her and my babies do. It’s hard to have time to be able to cry and release because my babies need me to but so does my mom. My dad wouldn’t be able to go on without her and with everything going on with the virus and how easy she can get sick, my anxiety is through the roof even though I know things should be okay

I just need to leave this here.