Am I desperate?

Idk what my problem is, but I just want to be held. I really just want to be held in a mans arms, and feel safe and comfortable there. I’m not looking for sex necessarily, I just really want to be snuggled close to him. I’ve never been held like this before, and I want it so so bad. Is that normal? Am I just lonely or desperate? Also, just for the sake of asking, what does it feel like to be held that way?