Who else is low key scared 😕.....Covid19

I feel like all this is a bad dream and hoping to wake up one day back to our normal lives. Since being on lock down here in California I’ve been having so much anxiety especially since I’m a mom. Like f*** it if anything were to happen to me but my son. Ofcourse I’m following protocol has much as I can but we are all in war against a invisible enemy... I look at my son and almost every day tells me he wants to go to the store or his preschool or to the park and it breaks my heart having to distract him with other things. I know it’s for his best right now.... but god please tell us how long will this last? Weeks...months? And what I hateeeee the most is we are ALL putting our lives on hold and sacrifice so much to stop this virus when there are people out and about without a care in the world. Like damn! If your going to be out at least protect yourself! Protecting yourself IS protecting everyone else!!!

I’m so mad frustrated anxious about all this you guys and yes I’m scared.... I’m scared because no one has an answer to all this no one knows what will happen within a few weeks. Every time I turn on the tv or facbook or instagram or whatever there’s more and more bad news. I literally have to google any good news about covid just to feel like there is hope. Any small light to this darkness. We are all living in fear day by day. At least that’s how I feel right now. I pray everyday to wake up one day and turn on the tv and for there to be some good news🙏🏼