Has anyone ever felt so alone that they literally can’t talk to anyone without some sort of drama or fight breaking out?

I just don’t want to do it anymore, but I’m tired of feeling so alone and so isolated. But how can I talk to people if all it does is start fights? And I’m always the one to blame, I’m always the one that’s told that it’s my fault. I can never do anything right 😭 sometimes I feel like just giving up on everything. I just want to vanish. 😢💔