Stressed

So we are expecting another baby in November! Already have 3 of mine, he has 1 from a previous relationship. However, out of nowhere my man decided he was gonna take a trip for a couple weeks to see family and stay with them a little over an hour away. They came and picked him up. They ended up having a party last night because he hasn’t been there in awhile. Today he hasn’t even called or texted. I talked to his cousin he is staying with and she made excuses all day as to why he hasn’t talked to me.

Y’all I’m pretty sure he ended up fuckin up last night and cheated- the only times he ignores me(happened once before). I’m losing my mind! I’m trying not to stress because my doctor has me as automatically high risk because of my problems with last pregnancy. Y’all help calm my nerves- no negative comments.