Feeling like a failure

I am doing everything right, at the right time, looking after myself and I just don’t know why this is such a struggle to fall pregnant.

All around me are babies & pregnancy & whilst I am completely and utterly overjoyed of those woman, because I know how long it can take to fall pregnant, I can’t help but also feel a sense of loss.

I don’t know if I’m worrying too much about it, or not doing it at the right time, or if there is something bigger that’s that problem.

So drained and emotionally heartbroken that every month I think this is it... it isn’t and I have to start all over again every month.

When will it be our turn?