baby #6

Super nervous to bring another baby into our family during these rough times (praying it's a much better situation in December 🤞). In January I switched birth control pills, had a miscarriage in February & apparently became pregnant right after. (I was very early with last pregnancy like 4wks 3days, doctor confirmed chemical.) We weren't planning on another & took my pills correctly but things happen & I believe they happen for a reason. My miscarriage hit me very hard because my 5the baby I almost lost him at 19wks, then my miscarriage baby was due on my birthday, October 10th. So I take this baby as a blessing & hoping for the best. Nobody except my fiance knows about the miscarriage & nobody knows about this pregnancy yet either. I want to make sure everything goes smoothly before I tell my children & I'm not planning on announcing the pregnancy until the day I have this baby! I have 4 boys & a girl. (boy 9, girl 6, boy 5, boy 2.5 & boy 1- just turned one April 3rd). HOPING for a girl 😊 but will obviously be happy with a boy too since I have 4! haha! Just praying for a smooth pregnancy, praying this Covid-19 situation ends quick & praying for all of you other mamas!!! I've never had a maternity photoshoot but definitely something I'm considering since this is ABSOLUTELY LAST BABY ! haha! & thinking something along the lines of "Cheaper by the half a dozen" 🤣 Just needed to talk & get this off of just chest since I dont plan on yelling anyone else & I know this website is full of amazing women! Thanks for reading if you've made it this far!!💞

Also, forgot to add, never done a gender reveal either. thinking about doing that as well. just something small between my fiance & I. As nervous as I was at first, all of the ideas & pinterest has me very excited!!!