Strict parents...

Okay well I have a really strict STRICT mom. I’m turning 18 in a few months, heading to college. The college I’m going to is nearby because sadly since I don’t have the money I couldn’t go to the school of my dreams, which sucks because they accepted me into nursing. Throughout my high school year wasn’t allowed to stay after school, join sports, go to events or hang out with my friends. Throughout my whole life I wasn’t able to do that. My mom is very controlling with everything whether it’s my decisions or even my friends. It’s hard for me to go out. I’m always at home either cleaning or doing homework. I feel like I really didn’t even get to enjoy my high school year. Now that prom and most of my last year of High school is canceled sucks. It’s not important though I’m fine with that, especially because what’s happening right now it’s just horrible. Its more important that people get better and we just stay healthy. Going back to my mom being strict it sucks i feel trapped. I’m soon going to college and I’m going to be stuck at home not being able to enjoy my college year as well also because in college I have to get my shit together and make sure I pass all my classes. So literally that’s my life. It’s nothing major but sometimes I feel like getting stuff out of my chest. Also because being at home with a controlling mother who tells you negative comments about yourself is not really nice. Words really do hurt and it’s hard to erase that. It’s pretty sad for me when I hear how some of my friends have amazing relationships with their moms and it’s like wow that must be so nice. I feel like I have better connections with my friends moms. It’s pretty sad. Although all this is here, I maintain myself to be positive because at the end of the day that’s all I can do! That is why if anyone wants to be friends I’m here :)