🥺 why?

We just found out we are having a girl 💕

But when they did my 20 weeks ultrasound they told me my daughter has a heart problem. I need to se the cardiologist technician so they can take a closer look. I’m so scared I cry every day and I try not to worry but I can’t help it. Not just that but majority of my pregnancy I’ve been in bed rest due to subchorionic hemorrhage and placenta previa and on top of this I’m on aspirin for pre preeclampsia. Everyone (my family my husband)keeps telling me everything is gonna be okay and not to cry but how can I not? I feel extremely stressed out and defeated I feel like I fail my daughter. I promise her I was gonna protect her but I didn’t keep my promise. I’m so sorry I just have no one to talk to and I feel this is the only way I can let it all out.

I feel like no one understands me.