I feel so hurt.

So back story and information:

I am 23 and my "fiance"/baby daddy is 25 years old. We have had a kind of interesting relationship. We got pregnant by accident and we just had our baby last year in August. My family didnt exactly approve, because they are all very conservative and honestly very old fashioned. But they were so happy and excited after awhile and became understanding to our situation.

Although things were uncertain between my fiance and I, I will admit we havent been the most responsible. Our baby is 8 months old and I just got confirmation from the doctor that we are expecting a new baby.

I personally have my own life grounded and have everything I need to take care of another baby. The financial circumstances and the housing and material things will all be perfectly okay.

Although it wasnt planned and we arent married, I was super excited. I mean why wouldn't I be? It was our fault for being irresponsible. The baby had nothing to do with it. So of course I'm going to celebrate their life just as much as my first baby.

However, my family has been so judgemental. One half of my family is understanding and has been so nice and supportive. But today I called my Oma... She is a very strict German Catholic who has seen hard times and is very religious.

She was not happy. She was disappointed even. And the phone call was very awkward and very heartbreaking.

Honestly I cant stop crying.

I really do feel like I disappointed my family and I feel very harsh judgement my way and idk ...

Has anyone been in a similar situation? I would really like some positivity right now. 😔