possible trigger warning?

i never used to be scared of rape. i always thought it’d be something i heard about in movies or on the news. but once i was 13-ish i heard about it way more and it became more real. now, ive never been raped at all, but hearing how frequently it happens i get scared. anyways, when i was 13 i heard of how many people it happened too. my cousin, my two grandmas, my aunt and my father. why is this shit normalized? I feel like now people hear about rape and it’s just a minor thing because of how often it happens. i just heard about this girl going on omegle and seeing this man sexually assault a CHILD. this is sickening. i have always felt this way but for some reason it just made me angry. nobody should be afraid of being raped because it shouldnt be a thing! shit even when i get catcalled i feel super violated i cant imagine how being raped would make a person feel. i’ve heard many stories where the victims say it’s their fault and it makes me mad that people can make people feel that way! and i hate peoples who say “they were asking for it by the way they looked” or “they were drunk so it was okay” FUCK OFF! i cant imagine how traumatizing that is and if you have ever been raped i am seriously so sorry, nobody deserves that and i hope the person who did it is locked away forever. and that’s another thing! most of the time rapers barely get a bad sentence! the guy who raped my cousin is still walking free and has threatened her. i seriously hate the world we live in and how messed up the system is and how messed up the people in this world are.