My fiance woke up the other night and said he had the worst dream of his life. He said that I didn't make it while giving birth and he did everything to try to bring me back. This broke my heart because I know just how much he loves me, and I think about our baby girl and never having a chance to hold her, to see her grow and to kiss her little checks. I am high risk pregnancy due to weight and blood pressure. I know that thinking the worst isn't healthy but I want to be realistic that there may be a chance he could be a single dad and our daughter not knowing me. I have decided to sit down and write my daughter some letters for just in case and to write to my soon to be husband.