I need some strangers to talk to!

I might be pregnant after 5 months of giving birth. I just need to talk to someone about it, because keeping it in is making me a mess! Don't wanna tell friends or family, or even my boyfriend, because I wanna make an announcement onesie for our son to wear, and have him see it on him. I have all the symptoms I had when I was pregnant with my son and tomorrow I will be 9 days late. I know I should take a test. I have to do that when I get paid, cause I just started working. I also work at Amazon, so I wanna find out asap because when I do I might have to get some kind of accommodation. I'm so nervous and excited!