Discouraged.. Just venting

PRiss
Been trying since July 2014. I have period symptoms and I'm sure AF will show soon. I tried pre seed this month but I guess that didn't help. I've gone to doctors and We are dealing with some low sperm count. I just don't have anyone to open up that understands. I am s Christian and I continue to pray and have faith! But I'm only human and I'm just breaking down.