I feel so silly

So I really been wanting to take a test with an FRER but I get really bad social anxiety in general and when i go to the pregnancy test isle I always pretend I’m looking at the eye drops or foot soles and then when I think no ones looking I snatch a test

Well with this whole COVID-19 going on it’s causing me even more stress of wanting to go out and buy one but I know I need to in order to get myself an answer

What do you guys do? How should I go about it? Any tips