Best friend is pregnant

Po

Two weeks ago we went through our 3rd loss. My birthday is in two days. Tonight, my best friend told me she is pregnant. I’m feeling so many emotions. Jealous, disappointment, hurt, anger, resentment, guilty because I want to feel happy for her but I am so wanting to just feel happy for us that I don’t think I can push through my sadness and feel genuinely happy for her right now. Just need to get it out. :(