I hate sex

I've come to the conclusion that I hate sex. It's just so gross, a part of his body going inside mine and all types of stuff coming out of our bodies, sweat, it's tiring! Eww! I love my so and he's amazing at everything including sex, I still have sex with him to please him but I don't know. I'd rather not do it, I'd rather shower, cuddle and sleep with all the nastiness