I hate ttc

This is the worst most stressful thing to put yourself through. ..af is 7 days late and tests still say no ...I'm so irritated with it and my doctor who I feel is being lazy and won't help...2 surgeries for nothing and I'm just really about to lose it completely..it's not fair how it's soo easy for people who don't want but the people who do are killing themselves to do so....it's very been crying all morning and I think 7 years is too long for u to try and ur doctors to do nothing.... I'm really just done