30weeks

I'm officially 30w in the morning. I now have less than 10w left until our little man is here. I'm weirdly nervous. Terrified ill have to have a c-section still. Terrified if my placenta does move what if it goes back. Terrified to bleed to death on that bed. I'm terrified of so much and I wasn't scared of any of this Friday morning (before my doc appt). I also learned my birth mother nearly died giving birth to both me and my brother (hemmoraged).

I'm scared of so much right now and I know I shouldn't be 😭