What is God trying to tell me?

December 2019 big things happened. I had my son and married my boyfriend of 5 years. We thought marriage was going to be a piece of cake since we have been together so long and we're already living together. Maybe it would have if we traditionally had gotten married first. The first few months of parenthood are trying times. They are so wonderful and beautiful but are stressful. 2 people trying to figure it out and of course trying to communicate is the biggest issue. He got fired due to the covid19 because we were all sick in our home and his doctor didn't recommend him going back to work and he told them that but they ended up firing him and used an excuse "no call, no show for 3 days", so he was home for about 3 weeks. Which was nice, we all got to spend time together and I got some help with the baby during the day. But it was stressful as well. Constantly catching attitudes with each other and finally I just broke down and asked him what his deal was? Was he not happy? And he explained that he wasn't happy with his life momentarily. Not unhappy with his family. Just unhappy with where he is at in his life and he was stressed about not working and we talked for about a hour about getting closer to God and bringing God into our relationship. I have always hoped for this but he has never been in a place if accepting God in his life. He says he believes but God is a stranger to him. I made him watch passion if the Christ & the left behind trilogy and I saw him tearing up at the end. It was a beautiful thing to witness. My mother always told me growing up referring to Jesus is you know truth when you hear it. Anyways I told him how to give it to God and to to trust God completely. So the next evening after this discussion he gets a texts from his old boss and he saying they need help. He accepts the job. Meanwhile, I am late on my period. I have taken a couple dollar store test where I'm thinking I see a line but then no not really, so I go after a first response. The second line showed in 2 minutes but was still really faint. My suspension was correct. I was feeling off and had a feeling I was pregnant from the get go anyways. I told my husband and he was stressing and freaking out. He told me that he had despised our son before he was born but once he saw him, he loved him and so thankful and blessed we have him but he is not sure if he wants another. Once the over all shock wore off we talked about it and we laughed. Together realizing that we would be okay and we love each other. We are a team. We get a digital clear blue and I take that and the results were not pregnant. I decided that until I am late 7 days then we will test again and I woke up to horrible cramps and my period. I think what I experienced was a chemical. Not too sure tho. I just am laying here and wondering if God is trying to tell my something