My best friend who is like a sister to me told me a couple of weeks ago that she is pregnant. Yesterday she had her first ultrasound appointment and told her she is having twins!! It completely shattered my heart into a million pieces. I’m trying to be happy for her and be there for her but I can’t help to feel sadness because I have been trying for about 2 years now. I know this may come out as selfish but it’s not I just can’t help but to feel the way I do. I just keep wondering when my “time” will be. This is so hard 😩 I keep wondering if I will ever be a mom and it’s so depressing.