god idk what to do

i have some pretty bad trust issues and ive been working on them. my depressions got worse and its not helping that ive started my period

my boyfriend of nine months nust decided we need to take a break for whatever reason i dont know

three days away from our tenth month

at the start, he was very very positive hed never take a break. with anyone. thats how all his past relationships ended and hes just weary of it

he believes that (as well as i do) that we can both work on whatever we need to work on Together.

the conversation started by me just saying i feel really depressed and i was sorry bc i kept him up all night bc i couldnt sleep.

idk

idk what the point of this is i jus wanted to cry with someone i guess idk

ironically! i was asking if he could reassure me too lol

idk

i think i might eat my feelings. whats a good sad food