Devastated after failed IVF

Just did <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and retrieved 15 eggs. Of those, 9 fertilized, but only 2 made it to blast. And today we got the devastating news that both embryos tested genetically abnormal. They are not viable. After everything we went through, and now we have zero embryos. I can’t stop crying. I honestly just feel there is no hope for us. I may never get to be a mom. I am having really dark thoughts and I feel like there is nothing for me to live for. I don’t know what to do. I feel so alone and overwhelmed with grief and sadness.