Fiancé doesn’t want to marry me?

We’ve been together for a while. We have a baby that’s 13 months old!

He asked me to marry him less than a month our baby boy was born.

I felt like he was pressured or felt the need to ask me because I was pregnant.

When he asked me, he drank and drank and said it’s because he was nervous.

About two months before he was letting his ex’s into his life.

I would ask him to start wedding planning or maybe elopement etc- Didn’t have to be that minute, but it would’ve been nice to at least plan or set a date.

Everytime I would I ask him, he will make excuses and say no.

He flirts with girls at work, and we ran into a girl from work and she was all flirting with him in front of me, he didn’t even introduce me WITH OUR SON.

I asked him again today... I said how about we get our marriage license (due to COVID) and let’s take pictures (I’m a photographer) of us and then plan a wedding afterwards.

He kept telling me no.

So many things that just seems like he truly isn’t in love with me and sees a future.

Doesn’t pleasure me in bed, doesn’t take my feelings into consideration, doesn’t communicate with me, doesn’t want to continue couples counseling because to him it’s “not worth the money”.

He literally let his family treat me so terrible and blame it on me when I literally will sit there crying and hurt and won’t say a word until I mention why he wouldn’t defend me.

He’s talked bad about me to coworkers, and a friend.

We broke up in Nov 2019- he didn’t talk to me or our son for a few days.

He made plans with my Ex best friends boyfriend.

Both Talked very bad about me.

The list goes on.

I have to beg him for everything.

I’m just sitting here typing this with my eyes watering, trying not to cry and feeling like my heart heart is sinking.

Maybe I’m over reacting. But it still hurts.