How to keep going ..

So we got married not too long ago, and for now we live with his family, we will move out once I get a job to help with bills and rent (Cali is really expensive) and when we did our relationship (and yes we know we won’t be 100% until we move out ) ..... but the thing is I hate his family and living with them so much that I have thought of leaving him because of how much I hate living here for many reasons... but then I think I married him because I love him because I wanted a family with him.... but how do I handle all this until we move out ? How do I control myself so we can move out soon? How do I not stress out ? How do I do all of this while living here? I know it won’t happen next month and I hate my life right now and if I keep acting this way my problems will never end but HOW DO I HANDLE THIS? 💔

I don’t want my marriage to end but I’m tired of this bs