I miss him soooo much

My husband cheated on me, I found out he has an Instagram to talk to women, he was on dating sites and had a fake number I didn’t know about.

I will be filing for divorce. I blocked him, changed my number and have had absolutely no contact with him for about a month.

Almost 5 years that we moved in together and he brought his dog with him. His dog was pretty dirty, had fleas causing irritated and itchy skin. I fell completely in love with this little guy.

I showered him, asked my husband to build him a house& asked to take him to the vet. We took him to the vet (husband paid). My husband worked all week and would go to the gym (supposably) so he wasn’t home much.

I grew such a close bond with him.. we wanted to have a baby but I just wouldn’t get pregnant so this dog was like my baby... I never felt alone, especially when I was having problems with my husband.

My soon to be ex husband moved to a different city and he took the dog with him while I was not home (I was working). I don’t care for my husband, I’m disgusted with him and I don’t ever want anything to do with him but I miss the dog sooo much. All I hope for is that he’s happy and being taken care of.